Scanned my eyes through my last post; the third day I binged/purged. So only like two days is my record still. And since school started it's been even harder. I b/p when I get home, as I've done every day this week. And right now I'm waiting for the pizza to be done. Wow, fuck my life. Ahaha.
I see all the girls and they're all gorgeous and tiny as hell, and here's Megan, jumbo sized elephant thighs coming through the halls. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm tired of trying to look pretty and dress up and all of that. It's only been four days and I feel like this already? 176 more days to go, who knows what I'll be like then.
But dad & Pam are interigating me on like everything. It's annoying as fuck; what's this, why's that, why why why, what's this. Like SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY LADY! I'm done with this shit. Her with mia is terrible. I can't stand it much longer or I swear to God I am going to drop a couple many f-bombs in my sentences towards her. Ha just as she does to me all the time.
Well I think all this food in me I ate is making me mad and the fact that I have to WAIT for this pizza is super angering too. I
OH SHIT
Gottta type an essay! FUCKFuCKFCUKFK
BYEEE  ♥